Saturday, December 13, 2008

LouIevoY

Louievoy is I love you, scrambled.
What does it mean when someone says I love you? It could mean a whole lot of things.

To me, love is my caring action and who I choose to love is up to me.

Love shouldn't be what I feel as a result of someone's actions. Don't you think? What if he no longer tells me I'm beautiful? I don't want to feel sad as a result and because of it, stop loving him back.

Instead,
I want to *feel beautiful* the moment he tells me I'm beautiful.
I want to *feel happy* when he surprises me and picks me up from work.
I want to *feel appreciated* when he gives me a massage after a dreadful day.
I want to *feel special* when he comes to my office with a warm cup of lemon honey drink because I was feeling sick.

I don't want to feel loved by him just because he does things for me.

Love is what I do and am willing to do for you. I can love you and you may not love me back.
Like a spectrum sometimes I love you more and sometimes I love you less - that's why it's so difficult to measure.
And sometimes I have the time to love you, and sometimes I don't.

Overall, if I will do something for you without expecting anything in return, it means I love you.

True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be and will not be.
And...who you choose to love is solely up to you.

I love you not because of how you make me feel.
I love you because of who you are.